God is dead and We killed him

Help I can’t get Jermas’s voice out of my head
HELP, I can't get Jerma's voice out of my head

I watched the Jerma being a deranged psychopath for 5 minutes and 13 seconds
a few times and liked it a lot, especially the part when he ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ kills the child, I thought he was pretty funny doing that
and kept watching the video and impersonating him. But then one fateful day, I read
something in Jerema's voice, I thought it was a little funny at first, and
the next few times. But then things started feeling a little... off. I was involuntarily reading everything
in his voice, books, street signs, even my school report. I tried over and over again to stop reading
everything in his voice, but nothing has been helping, I was shivering on my bed at night and
screaming, foaming at the mouth at this thing that started out as funny, but has now become a horror
I have created beyond my comprehension. His voice keeps echoing and haunting me. I went to the
doctor to only realize the horror that everyone I saw turned into Jerma and started talking in his
voice. I reluctantly went to the doctor's office, hoping for a cure. and then I saw it. My doctor became
Jerma. I proceeded to seizure and puke my guts everywhere until my head felt like it was going to explode. Then
everything went black. I then woke up in some sort of sanitorium, and now the voices are gone, but
now all my head thinks of is a strange voice echoing "No chat, I'm not gonna to eat my shoe" over and over again, overlapping and
getting louder. I feel like I am going insane. Please help