My name is Van. Uh...Im an artist. Im a performance artist. Im hired for people to fulfill their fantasies, their deep dark fantasies. I was gonna be a movie star, you know, modeling and acting. After a hundred and two additions and small parts I decided yknow I had enough, Then I got in to Escort world. The client requests contain a lot of fetishes, so I just decided to go yknow... full Master, and change my entire house into a dungeon, uh... Dungeon Master. Now with a full dungeon in my house and Its going really well. Fisting is 300 bucks, and usually the guy is pretty much hard on pop to get really relaxed yknow and I have this long latex glove that goes all the way up to my armpit and then I put on a surgical latex glove up to my wrist and, just lube it up, and its a long process yknow to get your...get your whole arm up there, but its an intense feeling for the other person. I think for myself too, you go in places that even though its physical with your hand but for some reason its also more emotional its more psychological too, and we both get you know to the same place its really strange at the same time and I find sessions like that really exhausting. I dont know I feel kinda naked because I am looking at myself for the first time, well not myself but this aspect of my life for the first time and its been harsh... three to five years already? I never thought about it... Kinda sad I feel kinda sad right now, I dont know why