+rep pretty good player

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⢿⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⣄
⠀⠹⣿⣧⣀⣠⣴⣾⣷⣿⣷⠾⢷⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⣿⣿⣿⡷
⠀⠀⠈⢿⡿⠟⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⣿⣿⡟
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⢿⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣶⣾⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⠙⠿⡿⢆⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⡇⣿⣿⣷⠈⠉⠙⠛⢻⣭⣷
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⡇⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣿⣷
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I have 2 ♥♥♥♥♥ and it looks like twin towers

I, 69,M, have a birth defect since i was born. That was having 2 penises. My life wasn't as good as you might expected. To start off, when i pee, my large schlong commits multi-directional beams that always misses the toilet bowl, which infuriates me. I had to buy 2 toilets next to each other. Another problem is my underwear, since the bottom cannot contain my ding dongs, i would need to insert then into where my leg would go, and it hurts so bad.

Ok so a bit of background: I am a straight male, and was at the gym. I was in the showers and an older man (idk how much but like 30 yrs maybe) came in and we started showering together. Idk what compelled me to do this but things escalated and I ended up sucking his sick. It didn’t escalate further and he didn’t you know. Immediately I regretted my decision, but I fully consented to it (I’m of legal age). Idk what compelled me to do this but I fully regret my decision to. Idk if I have herpes but idk yet, this happened very recently. I’m straight but I’ve been fighting with myself for hours. I furiously washed out my mouth and brushed my teeth many times, but I ended up throwing up.

I can’t get the image out of my brain. I’m straight and have no intention of doing anything with a man like this. I wish this never happened, and I’m just confused rn. I know I’m not bi since I have no sexual attraction to men, but this event has left me very confused. Am I gay if I sucked a guy’s duck once, or am I still straight? I’m scared to tell anyone I know, so that’s why I came here. What do I do? How do I brush this event past me and continue on with my life? Am I gay if I sucked his ♥♥♥♥? Edit: responding to one of the comments, I didn’t accidentally suck a ♥♥♥♥, but it was heat of the moment. I still regret my actions and idk why I did it