Let me tell you something you already know. CS:GO ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to Gold Nova and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna win as hard as a hacker. But it ain't about how hard ya win. It's about how hard you can lose and keep moving forward. How much you can derank and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what rank you're worth then go out and get what rank you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't the rank you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that!