I've been calling you for months bro and went to see if you were at work today. I couldn't believe it when they told me. RIP brother

Were you able to play for honor? I saw it up on your monitor when I came over the other day. It was done downloading but I dont know if you every got to playing it. i hope you did because its a fun game that i think you would enjoy. I hope you got to enjoy it before you went at least. I gave you my steam and epic games so there were so many games that you couldve chosen from. I dont know if you chose any games other than For Honor. I didnt wanna touch your computer because I felt it was rude. Although I did use your piano to learn the intro of River Flows in You so thanks for that.

I wanna be someone that everyone could rely on. Someone that everyone could go to when in need or someone who could give advice.

Kuya James told us about how you always wanted to Unite our family, even more so than it already is. I wanna do that to. Im growing up, in a couple more years ima be an adult. I can join the cousins when we party and everything and be apart of the grown up world. I can hopefully carry out your wish of uniting our family. As I see it now, yea we are close but not everyone is close like, for example, im closer to kyle and justine than i am to ate fritzie and cathy, I wanna change that. I want everyone to be able to share everything with everyone. I want to be like you

You know, Im learning river flows in you, im doing it just for you. It was the last song you played for me when I last saw you. i wanna be nail it down to every last note. I wanna be able to play whenever anyone asks or even just to show it off to people. I want to let everyone know that i can play that song. just like how you did it for me. No one was ready for this. I dont know if you were listening to us in heaven but Allison, Kyle and I are gonna singing at your viewing. We're gonna be singing well done by Jeremy Passion. Also I think that Ima be playing river flows in you for it too. I wanna get the song down before that. ima practice it just for you. Just a couple days and I already miss you.

I love you Cuz, I know you cant read This in heaven but I want you to know your family loves you and always will, I regret that I never once said this to you when you were alive. I really am sorry, i know that you didn't want to go, i mean its really early, no ones ever ready for something like this.