Sit down, stop thinking, stop giving yourself ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, be kind to yourself, and remember what it's like to be a curious Kid who knows nothing, who barely even developed an ego.

“The love that you withhold is the pain that you carry lifetime after lifetime”

>HOW DO I GET SAVED?
In the Bible it says those who repent and believe on the gospel of Jesus Christ shall be saved.

>WHAT IS BIBLICAL REPENTANCE?
It comes from the Greek word 'metanoia' which means having a change of mind, a spiritual conversion. So if you're an atheist or agnostic, you turn away from that, have a change of mind and believe on Jesus Christ.

>WHAT IS THE GOSPEL?
The gospel in a nut shell is the following: Jesus Christ, the Son of God, was born of a virgin, lived the perfect sinless life, died on the cross for your sins and was raised from the dead on the third day by the power of God. He then ascended back to heaven to be at the right side of the Father.

>SAY THE SINNERS PRAYER
These are not magical words or anything, but if you mean them, you can say the sinners prayer to declare your faith:
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God. I know I am a sinner and deserve hell. But I believe you died for my sins and were raised from the dead on the third day by the power of God. I trust only in You, Lord Jesus Christ. Please save me now!

>I AM STILL SKEPTICAL
That's OK, the Bible says that God will reveal Himself to those who seek Him with their whole heart and soul. Pray to the one true living God earnestly and you will find Him:
Lord Jesus Christ, if you are real, please show me the truth! I want to believe!

>I BELIEVE, NOW WHAT?
Now it is time for you to begin reading or listening to the Bible, I recommend the King James Version. You can start from the gospel of John and Romans in the New Testament:
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John+1&version=KJV

As a believer God will give you a new soft heart, a heart of flesh and the Holy Spirit will begin to dwell within you. He will convict you of your sins and you should listen to Him and stop sinning.

Also try to find a church that believes in the Bible as the Word of God. It's always good to have other believers to fellowship with, they can help you to strengthen your faith.