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#10 Relapsed after 4 Years.. couldn't handle the act of cheating. Certain people deserve a second chance not all. I know why the butterfly vanish now, I'm sorry for the bitter thoughts I gave. I really did believe the bulls<>hit I fed myself. 5/2023

#9 Two Years Later I'm journeying even further back to the present.
The past is finally a closed book of memories. 2/2023
#8 “My hopes will never be answered, That you’ll love me once again. So faint are my hopes. Once again today I want to see you.” - HY 366days
#7: I've been given another chance at new friendships blooming after my countless nightmares as they slowly stop. With that also came new romantic love for another person... but still scared to pursue it.
#6: Cursed Night
It's justified, can't help that I romanticize your concern
Now I can fantasize forever if you never say the words "Goodbye"
This tainted mind-set really must go free
Finding someone so fu<->ckin' wonderful when I'm just so...
"Me"
#5 Self Reflect and fight back the past mistakes that haunt me - 2019 to now
#4 Scopophobic - Wears face mask or sunglasses in public. - Severe Anxiety (Needs to be confronted)
#3 "I'm alone once again, back to soloing after a great year and a half." - 2017 to 2019
#2 "Happiness will always be there no matter the circumstances." - 2018 to 2020
#1 "Yo Sushi and Peach Water is Good >.<" - 2016