How am I getting cucked in my dreams?

So I had this girl, I liked her a lot. I found out she had other people because she accidentally left a pregnancy test in my house. Now here’s the kicker, she was supposed to be my girlfriend but everytime we were about to have sex, she will say she wasn’t ready yet, understandable. Fast forward and I come home to see a pregnancy test on my table because she forgot to threw it out. It wasn’t even that she had sex with someone else, it was the fact that she had sex with someone else but will always say she wasn’t ready with me. I didn’t even get angry or anything, it just killed my confidence, like what was wrong with me??. That’s not the point that matters, regardless though we stopped talking about a month later(still never ♥♥♥♥♥♥, she still ♥♥♥♥♥♥ other guys) and last night I had this dream.

Since we both graduated high school not too long ago, I had a dream that we were both in class, she wasn’t my gf in the dream but we were talking. Now every single day in class, this boy will call her over to come have sex in the hallway, and I always heard it. She would always do it though knowing me and her were supposed to be talking. I was literally getting cucked in my own dream. This happened about 4 times over before I woke up. I’m writing this literally 5 minutes after I woke up