This guy is kinda of a idiot! He is unsure about himself as the psychosis is draining him of his life force. He sometimes stops and thinks about who he is and what is mission is. I believe I have seen him suit up for war on people that are not actually real. He is in a constant battle with himself and with god. His reality slips way from him more and more everyday as he is drowning in his metaphorical battle he is fighting. Although you some time do see a slight twinkle in his eye as he looks towards you but sadly you can tell it is him looking through you instead and witnessing another illusion.

so i was crusing down the street singing along to my fav song gucci gang with my friends hitting the yeet in the back when all of a sudden i stop hearing the wonderful sounds of gucci gang money longer came on and howard the alien teleported into my car i k r pretty insane he said if i could hit 1000 perfect dabs in a row then he would tell me the secrets to life i even have the video of me hitting the dab with my friends yeeting and fornite dancing in the background anyways once i hit all the dabs he told me the secret to life is communism communism is good just think about that