It's been quite a while since I've posted here. It's crazy to think it's almost been a year since I first got that ♥♥♥♥♥♥ phone call. Alot of awesome stuff has happened since I last typed here. Not a whole lot that you would be interested in tbh haha. But, to name a few: I got a job I was really happy to have over the summer, I was able to hike mt marcy and do so without falling asleep after only making it 90% of the way... and a few other things I would only want to talk about in person.

They poly guys and I have been playing a game I think you would have really liked to have played. It's called Destiny 2 and its basically csgo, warframe, and CoD all wrapped up into one game. The mechanics are nice and I've really been enjoying myself. It's a shame you're not here to be part of our fireteam man. I still think about you every day and I'll always miss you. You never got to play Destiny 2 obviously but just know that when I play I'll be shooting enough people for the both of us my man.

So its been over half a year since you've been gone and it doesnt seem real. I miss you man. It's weird not having you to talk to. I've really missed playing stuff with you. I've been getting into rainbow six seige recently and I really think you would have liked it. It really is everything you liked in an fps.

Recently I've been playing alot more than I have been. We keep on having a problem finding a 5th. I wish we could just play one more game together man. Just one more.

Hey man, the Major in Boston is happening right now and man what a game today. I know you know how much I dislike SK and they lost big time today. They met Cloud 9 in the semi finals and dude Cloud 9 is really looking like a world class team for the first time in a while. I'm now windering how much I should spend on a souvenir from the match haha.

I really wish I could share this time in their history with you. You would have loved to watch the game. Some crazy scout shots aswell; I know how much you love that stuff.

I miss you man.

Oh also, I named the scout you gave me back in 2015 after you. I really couldn't decide how you would feel about that; whether you would think its corny or stupid or whatever. So I just kinda did it for myself I guess, sorry about that. Thats a nice ghost crusader you got there, I wouldnt mind naming that after you too haha.

I miss you Matt. Its hard to put into words but I swear I miss you as if I lost a brother.

I've been missing you alot recently man. There isnt a day that goes by I don't find myself taking a few minutes to think about you.

"What would Matt think about this?"
"Matt would love this."
"I wish I could talk to Matt today."

I miss you more than I knew I could miss a person