DONT FRIEND INVITE ME... without a good reason (im very open about my Love4Adult content & i change my channel like my name...OFTEN because it's fun, it's not a stalker tactic, i almost always have less than 10 ppl on my friendlist because i love order), i dont see much of a reason for our F-lists to connect.

(i used to have over 600 friends on a videogame, then i realized it was doing nothing for my mental health, so i deleted them all..down to like 12 then i quit the game, lol,im bad at friendship but only because most people are manipulative or cold.... just unwilling to be an expressive & a kind person, IMHO) i dont trust in others when it comes to friendship, only myself. my body is my 1 chance to be alone...so yeah...


IM NOT SOCIAL, im unsociable, i'm unacceptable to society, so i spend my days with TheDaydreamingAddiction and napping... Drowning in The Abyss (T2 ThumbsUp) as i melt into my bed


it's extremely hard for me to keep people on my friendlist... (duh, i live a different path, stares into the light of my WC)

(the smiling face of the online rambler... changing things up, im no longer accepting friend invites unless you comment on my profile, because people are weird, they invite but say nothing, im done with that) If you want One of my cards, let me know. If i don't want to add you (or delete you off my list), clear my list A LOT, don't take it personal (if you do then you are nutty or you didnt read this text, that's your bad), i stopped making friends because im paranoid & sensitive. if i dont know why you are befriending me and you dont tell me, i will probably block you, or delete you off my list within a month. i dont like random invites at all, usually. but i would add you (usually) to see what you are up to & i would keep you added if i feel you are worth the effort (IF I BLOCK YOU; it's because you are toxic/mean/abusive, or i think you are a stalker and you are Agent 47.... im not here to befriend rando people, unless i feel like they are worth the effort... sometimes i block people because i just need to not socialize with them for the moment, as i dont understand why they sought me out, for that i am toxic myself and i apologize, but not much i can do about never being able to believe in others).

sidenote:i try to avoid hackers too... duh. this is one reason why i avoid adding unknown crazies to my list & make no mistake, most people are crazy... i played a lot of grind MMO games but i havent logged into those games for years & essentially, i dont care about em anymore.(but i still seek to avoid being hacked)

i believe in HARD WORK, which is ironic because i dont work IRL, so don't beg me for stuff, i'm mentally ill & i will always be phobic to peoples...

i love looking at profiles, but i got the biggest trust issues imaginable... as stated above.

NOBODY is mentally ill for their own enjoyment, as far as i can tell, unless deep down inside... the mental illness is forcing them to where they truly want to be, that does seem likely at this point, i rather have a harem in my dreams than be abused in this reality, i guess... not sure yet. #TakeMyWife #PleaseTakeHer #Joking

random thots:

booty and tiddys are not the only thing women bring to the table, both men and women should know... cute faces and the love of a lady is also brings value to them, as well as everyone wants to feel useful... so work hard and make the trade-off worth it. :)

you can't make other people change, you can only move yourself to where you want to be

a wise man once said: Love will always cut you down to size and Hate pushes you to where you need to be in life, so it's okay to go with the flow but be careful or live wilder.

people assume they can keep taking everything they want, why do you think we die? because nature reclaims that which is given... think about it.

i think what it all comes down to is a guy is looking for something beautiful, kind, useful, loyal & playful... if you dont fit this box of traits, most guys will move on, or they never wanted to stay to begin with...i mean me, i adore sluts but this is just some advice for women who seek something more trad.

something i realized decades ago is that most people are schemers, gossipers, manipulators, i felt it wasn't worth my time, and through such doubts and reserved mannerisms, i eventually became okay with being Alone Forever, yesh, i am a Forever Alone Guy. so, no i can never tell if you are being sinister, sneaky, sly or Simply Naughty

relationship status? what is that? but im already married to Kyrstal Boyd and Dirty Nanali in my own mind! Also, you dont want to befriend me if you like Politics or Extremism, and Racism is just bullying.

every person has a natural porn right to live freely in a civilized society, in nature we eat each other.

these arent really for trade, i'm just showing off. i'm an old grump with no friends, what else am i to do? i got the freedom and the right to be who i love to be.

Also, if you start a videogame REVIVAL project that revives awesome old games, i'd trade you my soul... games like StarTrek Armada & StarTrek Starfleet command 3! #TheBoysAreBack
Thanks for reading all this junk from a sick mind, a very sick mind! ...i lost my mimd many years ago... thanks again!

Everything is temporary, but that dont mean i want to lose what i got, duh!

i'd like to introduce you to a game i love to play called 24... you got 24 hours left to live, what do you do?

it's a fun game because the goal is to see what really matters... now get away from me, dont touch me, im very clingy... so keep your social distance.

CPU Brand: AMD Ryzen 5 2600 Six-Core Processor
Speed: 3400 MHz
Driver: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 1660
Primary VRAM: 6143 MB
RAM: 32698 Mb

(ง︡’-‘︠)ง i've got no choice... i must fight until i find my way out.

(if i had one question i could ask society i would ask... Where are your Male Pride Parades? Where are the Flash Mobs who dress up as men who maintain the sewers, so we can all live on clean streets? Where are the Straight Pride Parades, to thank families for giving us life?)

i might reject (invites) from people.... who got game bans, because like i said... I'm paranoid and stop cutting down all my trees for your paper, go digital where it is possible.

men live in anger... so be careful with them, pretty girl. mental health issues, anger issues, we are programmed to fight wars so peace is not our strongest tendency. there be groomers and abusers among us

i believe when the world truly understands itself... then we will know peace, until then... it's always going to be war time. a mind that lacks imagination is always more likely to be criminal.