Okay so
I'm really into you a lot. Idk, talking to you is just so refreshing because as cliche as it sounds you truly aren't like other girls, including the dumbass aut-right hoes that infest these circles. I mean obv I think you're gorgeous but it's way deeper than that. Obviously, this is hypothetical and future-minded (especially since we haven't met irl yet, plusss I guess we haven't been talking for THAT long in the grand scheme of things lol) but I could def see myself having a future with you. We seem to want pretty much the same things out of life, plus if I do end up having kids someday I really want to be able to raise them in paganism. Considering it's such a minority faith (and the majority of people involved in it seem to be ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ultraliberals) that would obv be difficult with most people, and to me it's something I CAN negotiate on but really don't want to, since it's been an important part of my life for so long. You are at the very least interested in it, which is a good thing.
I'm not a big fan of long-distance type ♥♥♥♥ (and never have been tbh) but ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, everyone around here is such a mindless drone. I've never been to LA so I can't speak for it but I'm sure it isn't too different there. I'm sooo ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ tired of this ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ "dating culture" and wasting my time and energy on chicks that I hardly even click with and know deep down that we'll never amount to anything meaningful anyway. I'm only 21 but I'm still so exasperated with it because I've been through SO much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ both online and irl, I want to actually settle down with someone and I would love for it to be you. If you wanted, I could definitely try and fly out there this coming summer or something. I'm almost done with college anyway (two more semesters) and I'm honestly not 100% sure what I'll be doing once I graduate, so if it came down to it later on I'd be willing to move out there to find work or whatever. Of course I'm just wishful thinking at the moment but I'm just saying, like it wouldn't have to be purely online lame ♥♥♥♥ that consists of us tagging each other in cute pics and saying "us". I want something real, and I'm getting close to the point in my life where I should actually be able to make it a reality.
Tbh considering I know you have guys from all over constantly blowing up your ♥♥♥♥ I don't expect you to accept, if you do then hey great, but if you don't then I understand. Hell I'm probably out of your league anyway lol. But I hope you do at least consider it, and I'm sorry in advance if I sound creepy as hell right now hahaha I'm not trying to at all, I just never really know when the right time to bring this kind of thing up is. I'm probably stumbling and failing and making a fool out of myself rn but ♥♥♥♥ it. Just please know that I am sincere about all of this, I wouldn't be writing this out if I wasn't.