Merry Christmas Sam. I'll never forget you, not till the end of my days. I hadn't commented all these years as I felt it wasn't my place to as we hadn't known each other as long.
You were really kind, and a sweet guy. I still remember our last conversation and I wish I could have expressed how cool of a guy you were before you passed away. I hope that you're at peace and I hope to see you again at the place where all stories end.

To everybody else here: you are all wonderful people, I hope you all have a good 2023 and that you might all realize your dreams. Never blame yourself for what happened with Sam, I think if anything he was the sort of guy who would want all of us to be happy in the end.

Rest in peace Sam. May we meet again.

The pain never goes away. The ache never goes away. I miss you Sam. Even now, the pain keeps up, remembering when I got the email, finding out what happened. I remember... the last time we talked. I remember how you asked me a question, and I lashed out. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry! I'll never know, if this was my fault. I hate myself so much, knowing that its you that's gone, and not me... It should have been me, Sam. I'm so sorry brother. I still remember our days in rping, I still remember how you and I connected so well. And now, it just hurts, even after six years... It still hurts. Crying even now when I type this. I miss you Sam, I never will stop missing you brother.

Haha i thought about you for the first time in a long time. and i was shocked about how my heart still aches. I hope you are doing well up there or wherever you resting.

pwp I am on my way to saving up for college! Gonna be a chef! owo I wish i could cook yah food, I make some meeean disehs now. Been pulling 13 hour shifts to get ♥♥♥♥ done. Ive met so many wonderful people I'd love to have introduced you to, so many events.. So many games! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ miss you..

Its been.. four years.. uwu still think aboutcha.

I am in Houston today. It made me think of you, so I felt the urge to leave a blurb. Hope all is well out in the aether, Samwise.. =~= Still missing you. Still love ya. You big Teddydork.