Alph4Andrew
Andrew   San Jose, California, United States
 
 
I don't know why I'm here.
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Gundam HXGN0015 #2
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What to do with my Life or What is the point of it?
Personal Stats: ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‍ ‍⠀⠀⠀ Extra Stats:
•⠀Ethnic: Asian ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ •⠀Mental Stability: Broken
•⠀Sexuality & Gender: Straight ♂ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ •⠀Purpose: Aimless
•⠀Birthday: May 27 ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ •⠀Connections: Shattered
•⠀Relationships: Single ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ •⠀Freedom: Limited
•⠀Hobbies: Reading, Gaming, & Gundam ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ •⠀Future: Wasted

My Bio
⠀"I'm someone who's never entirely sure what to do with my life or whether to decide on if I have any purpose in this life. My basic instincts are just to follow orders for others whether I like it or not, but this is something that I'm already used to almost every day. My heart ends up so cold that I've begun to lose touch with any of my senses of emotion or empathy towards others. I find that if this continues to go on I might just end up being nothing more than a machine. I'm gotten tired of ]this mess that I'm in, but I just don't know how to get out of it; as it just keeps pulling me back in. I don't know if I have any right to be happy, to be with other friends; or to make new friendships, to decide for myself, to express how I really feel behind my mask, or to fall in love with someone. But I guess this is the fate and my suffering that I have to live with, it is probably better this way not letting others worry about me and to rather be buried under my own faults; as I'm nothing more than just a FAILURE ."