a cause will create an an effect
and an effect must have a cause

my religion is sugihime

my life has no hope
thus,
i will create my own future

my idealogy is that
you dont need to be a saint
but at the very least
i ask them to try to not be bad

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/200648678380142592/951480118893760552/54.png

Youtube account:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWvsyDZfrdBRgNWSU4LPifw/videos?view_as=subscriber
(Because steam is stoopid and wont update authhub or whatever that is called and adding film is still bugged)(random videos.com)

https://realteadrinking.blogspot.com/2022/04/my-2000-cents-essay-and-thoughts-on-tf2.html
i feel bad for not feeling bad for toxicing
[5:10 AM]
i insulted him for playing demo knight
[5:11 AM]
a class that dont really help his team in a team game that i know no one actually cares about team work
[5:11 AM]
and then i when insult him for knowing only wm1
[5:11 AM]
i realsized that
[5:11 AM]
its not that he dont want to wm1
[5:11 AM]
but his class can only wm1
[5:11 AM]
i am litteraly being both racist at a black man and also at a disabled person(edited)
[5:12 AM]
my sin is too heavy too play heavy
[5:12 AM]
allah forgive me
[5:14 AM]
but now my brain feel like murdering people again
[5:14 AM]
i must control myself from the devil
[5:14 AM]
oh allah please save me from the demon


taunting in tf2 is where human try to spread thier dna through other people by body poses
their idealogy
good or bad]
are contained inside the taunt(edited)
while the other party is forced to be taunted
and accept their taunting
the weak is forced have realtionships to the strongk
this is
the natural selection

night knife knives light knight
light knight lights the night
night knight knives knight's light
knight lights knight with light

1:find info
2:wait neighbour server post annoucment
3:copy and ?????
4:PROFIT

before:
https://steamproxy.net/groups/cfmsg/announcements/detail/2230914120210041555
https://steamproxy.net/groups/cfmsg/announcements/detail/2230914120210230395

after:
https://steamproxy.net/groups/windowff2serlel/announcements/detail/2190381723563930966 *14 seconds left on upwards last a bunch of peoepl hugginh the cart and we lost*
*DEAD* Epicwindows with a new mouse : zefan bruh do sth
Carolyn : what do you expect a trash spy do anything
Carolyn left the game (Disconnect by user.)
*DEAD* Zefan : yes finally carolyn insulted me
*DEAD* Epicwindows with a new mouse : welcome
*DEAD* Zefan : been waiting
*DEAD* Epicwindows with a new mouse : to the insulted by senpai gang


1:18 - Epicwindow+-: wo
1:18 - Epicwindow+-: i real ♥♥♥♥ up this time
1:18 - 冷場館の女僕長: ?
1:18 - Epicwindow+-: alsmot ♥♥♥♥♥♥ everything in database
1:19 - 冷場館の女僕長: why
1:18 - Epicwindow+-: long story
1:19 - Epicwindow+-: >found out inventory bug <15 for svip because i messed with sm_giveitem(16+ above gives N/A which takes a slot but cannot be used/sell)
1:20 - Epicwindow+-: >call sql ser take backup and download it
1:20 - Epicwindow+-: >find/replace 16~20 to 0
1:20 - Epicwindow+-: >call sql ser to reload new database
1:20 - Epicwindow+-: and theres real ♥♥♥♥ goes to fans
1:21 - Epicwindow+-: i am not sure how the mysql ser works
1:21 - Epicwindow+-: and i probaly should set up a remote control to it to get direct access
1:22 - Epicwindow+-: but what i know now is
1:22 - Epicwindow+-: i must clear everything before i reload new database
1:22 - Epicwindow+-: or else the data crash together and wipe each other out
1:23 - Epicwindow+-: so the first time i reload all the ff2item data were gone
1:23 - 冷場館の女僕長: o Ao
1:23 - Epicwindow+-: i thought at that time the backup i downloaded was totally different
1:23 - Epicwindow+-: sicne well
1:23 - Epicwindow+-: it is different from the version i first uploaded
1:24 - Epicwindow+-: then i mess around try to save this ♥♥♥♥
1:25 - Epicwindow+-: tl;dr making the backup look same as orginal upload
1:25 - Epicwindow+-: then i tried copied the insert into from backup and put it after orginal upload's end
1:25 - Epicwindow+-: which has both exp and $
1:26 - 冷場館の女僕長: . _. .....
1:25 - Epicwindow+-: can u guess what happended
1:26 - Epicwindow+-: i join back ser and see 2 jp on top
1:26 - Epicwindow+-: everyone got duplicated
1:26 - Epicwindow+-: and i can feel sql ser lagging when spam buy ♥♥♥♥
1:27 - Epicwindow+-: then i realize the backup is actually just the same as orginal upload
1:27 - Epicwindow+-: so i just upload the backup and reload it
1:27 - Epicwindow+-: bang
1:27 - Epicwindow+-: safe
1:27 - Epicwindow+-: now i am gonna edit it to remove 16~20 again
1:28 - 冷場館の女僕長: oh...
1:28 - Epicwindow+-: 2scary7me

[/h1]KF2 is too easy,i quit:[/h1]
http://steamproxy.net/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=602661857
http://steamproxy.net/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=582692572

http://prntscr.com/7w1k0k <- i have nothing to say about this

tfw when u drop ur phone and hits the computer
freezed the computer which has been using sleep mode instead of shutting it down and windows is such a good OS for long time running
and corrput the audio driver
oh wait theres more
i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ somehow broke the audio card now too

*entire night spend trying to fix the audio driver*

*a few days later*

>drops near empty wet tissue holder on computer
>freezes again
>boot computer
>see if any more ♥♥♥♥ get broken
>audio driver is working now
>wow

holy ♥♥♥♥
i managed to get a 30 kg cart from wallmart back to my home safely
this is worse than 8 skulls
any tiny little slope made me worry that cream soda on the top is gonna flip out
i dont even dare to cross the road until there are absolutely no cars
because i hella knew i would get stucked on those thingys for blind peoples which i would have to spin my way out
going down a 5 cm slope took me over 5 minute including finding the best spot that wont instantly flip my cart when i go down and spin the cart a few times because i cant force it up just by pushing it or else it will flip until it is smooth enough that i can pull it up the other slope
and the cart was shaking and making a lot of noise the whole time thanks to the horrible road
first time i relzied how importnat paved passages is
and then there is also a bunch of people playing with a bunch of dogs in the open space near the construction site of a library
so you can guess what happened there
and then of course i get stuck at my apartment's gate
then i have to carry 15 kg 2 times up 3 steps of stairs ffs
and i get stuck at the elevator again thanks to a tiny little bump but hey random nice guy #21067 helped me thanks man
then i get stuck right in front of my home/room/whatever
well at least i could unload something
and pull the car up 5 cm ledge
at least i dont have to buy any more drinks the next few months
23:01 - non1337jerkface: what an adventure
23:01 - Epicwindow+-: rip fingers
23:02 - non1337jerkface: what a bizarre adventure
23:02 - Epicwindow+-: should have just bought 500$ and get free delivery
23:02 - Epicwindow+-: and laugh when those delivery get stuck like a meme

1.Buy TF2 (*insert name here*) Pass For 2USD
2.AFK 4 Drahps
3.???
4.PROFIT!@11!1 4 4.19usd

http://prntscr.com/8p4sf9

"on this stage of life and death,sing the song of preciousness of life"
"在此生與死的舞台之上,高歌生命的可貴吧"