Someone was be part of my life but now he has gone, I feel depressed about what I did something wrong with him. But now it too late for me to be like we used to. That I have to deserve what you call realistic. I never want to be like this but I really enjoy the time we spent and you came into my life that still be the best time for me. I just want to be like we used to be. I think game don't help me with my feelings, right now.