I just want friends because life has me down.

it might just be the fact that im me and thats not perfect



My heart is torn between the painful thought of being unwanted & alone for the rest of my life, and the horrifying thought to unguard my heart and let people in and give them a chance.


I've been reminded I cant do everything on my own; even though i am more than capable; I will ruin myself if I live like that