You know, I always say... life, is.. like... an ocean. It's vast. And magnificent. It has.. ups and downs, like.. the tides. And it's... cold. Very, very cold. But.. sometimes it has.. warm.. spots, and it's.. endless, and dark, and horrible, and, it's like.. being in hell. A cold, dark, hell, and... I want.. to get out, I want, to get OUT, LET ME GO, I WANT TO BE FR-