i love you small, weird child

i miss you so much Sorf

happy 2 year deathiversary
i hate everything and i dont want to be here anymore
meds are not working
everyone is tired of my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
cant get to work anymore
about to have another kid that i'm so worried to ♥♥♥♥ up
i just dont want them to end up like me

Monkey man is 4 now. I wish you could see him..

I really hope you're in heaven right now. I love you so, so much.

Things seem to be getting worse with my mental health and I don't know what to do.