It feels safer that way but you are nothing but his shadow.

He controls your life; he is suggestive to you should think, do or say, he don't let you have friends freely.
He controls your chats, it's obvious. He don't let you breath free.


You told me to trust you when you wanted be real friends again..but you stopped trusting me after I believed you and let you back. I was so happy...and all this for nothing .
The day after you were already back in hands of your control freak even tho you said we would be real friends. It was obvious he was back in control of you and your chats you know that right?

I don't have hard feelings for you. You are the victim here. I feel bad for you. You're trapped.
You will develop Stockholm syndrom where you will love your abuser because that is only thing that you will still know. He will empty your personality and his narsicistic side will fill you with his own selfishnes. There is no "us" there is only "me". That's how narcissists do things. Care or not but friendship is past because of him being controlling instead of trusting you.

I hope you're not too far gone to break free. English is about freedom and yet you prefer to stay in cage. It feels safer that way but you are nothing but his shadow. You only live once make it count.

You know that love is accepting person for who they are instead of obsessively control their lives because of being so fragile weak and insecure? What he is doing is narsicism and it's not healthy. This is not love. Mark my words.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXwgZL4zx9o

"I'm in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts
'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind
I'm already cursed

No one else could make me sadder
But no one else could lift me high above
I don't know what I was doin'
But suddenly we fell apart "


I lost you...and now I know you're never coming back.
*sad sigh* I really did feel you...and I really did hope to the very last moment. I waited for you. But it's done...You left me waiting only to leave me without a word long months later. And you told me it's important that I believe...You did.. ..and I did believe in you....
Bless you and your life. </3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LJtMrhb558

"But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know"
( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY )



Negativity of past should remain past. New day is new opportunity for forgiveness and friendly manners.

You're telling me that I am not good enough. I admit I am clumsy, I do unwanted mistakes. I don't hate you. Bless your life. Every person that crossed my path in friendly matter will always be in my heart. I will miss you... Internet or not it makes no difference to me.

Rain drop falls from the sky, a true angel comes to visit soil and fertilize land. Grows crops, food of life. It comes from sad clouds for food for others...turning other faces into happiness. Rain drop...all I want is to make you happy, but you're just sliding down away from me. "Come back"

You leave one more time. I am not in control. You are. You have power when I am left alone only with hope.

It's sad how we don't need to have reasons to fall in love because we just do and have too many reasons to fall out.

"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy

Lynx / home cat friendship♥ ♥ :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctarXVlDtXQ