my life is just black

The day breaks, life resumes
But all the while smiling
Loved ones call, they ask for news
My smile lies to them
Nothing is the same as before
I pretend among people
but when night comes
Your absence and your laughter
Make too much noise, impossible to sleep
We think of you, we cry sometimes
We wonder why, but such is life
At least this time, your pain is no longer there
You rest in peace, we believe in heaven
You wanted us strong, you wanted us happy
So I started working out again, I'm doing my best
But at night, your memory makes too much noise
Impossible to sleep
Nothing will be the same as before
It's time to move on
It's time to say goodbye
But on the platform of insomnia
All trains lead me to him