I do the same ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ every day. Every day feels like Sunday, I can't escape. My mind is sick, my mind is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sick. I'm not happy with anything. I don't care about progress in my life. Throughout my life. Throughout my life I have taken care of people who didn't take care of me. Anyway, no one cares about me. Life is just another waste of time. My life usually. Even though my family says deep down they care. Deep down, it's not. Friends Just come and go. You know my life is just a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ joke and I'm really lost in life. My friend saved my life. My friend saved my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ life. Now things are getting less crazy, less stressful and crazy, but I'm still lost. I see fake people and their fake smiles with their fake love. I'll ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ kill them all. I'm not crazy. I'm really not crazy. when I desperately called for help. Help. Help. My real family is dead to me. But I will always love them. They didn't want to accept the fact that I screwed up. You are not depressed, you are not sad. You're wasting your time. They didn't realize it until it was all over. I saw everything before it happened, nobody cared until they saw me progress. Losing friends was the best thing that ever happened to me. Now people come into my life, and I am grateful to them and to everyone who surrounds me. I'm constantly being let down. Maybe because I expect so much from people who don't really care about me. I get attached to people I shouldn't, but I expect too much to also say, "♥♥♥♥ them and ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥." I will die alone. I will ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥. Depression. Hopeless. At least I know that I…