We can only be blessed for the temporary time we have here on Earth and be the best humans we can be to help our planet and fellow human beings. It was great being your friend Jim and I hope someday we can meet again - Arthur

I have to put my faith in that belief too. I hope somewhere you are sitting on a piece of time that is eternal and we are already hanging out and gaming again in an ideal world where we can imagine anything and anyone we dreamed of in our lives and the people we thought were the most awesome without the constraints of illness, time, or death. That would be my perfect afterlife. A place where I can live my life similar to how it is here on the earth without aging or suffering the pains of life. I know your parents are strong devout Catholics. I can only pray for them and hope they keep their future positive and believe that they will see you again someday and maybe see how you would look grown up. As a friend and person who really cares about you, I know it may have been accidental. I realize we all walk a fine line of life and death without realizing it sometimes.

Rest in peace Jim. I don't think a week goes by where I don't stop and think about you and how how I feel you should still be here man. I didn't know how you were feeling or what you were doing for awhile because you stopped logging in on Steam in March but I thought you were just caught up in school or something. If I had known you were struggling and dealing with things we talked about when you were here in San Diego I would have done anything to prevent you from harming yourself. Hindsight is killing me inside but I know maybe it was just your time. Your parents lost their daughter before you but atleast they have comfort knowing your sister isn't alone anymore. I struggle with the thought of life after death, but I remind myself that there are spiritual psychics, shamans, and people that claim to communicate with souls that have departed. With all the cultural significance around the world that suggests ours souls are eternal but our bodies are temporary.