Gifted as a youth, I was given a full scholarship to Europene schools. I based my research (for acceptance) on falsified data, but proceeded to fail my way upwards while avoiding being pruned along the way by complaining to the right people at the right time. the squeaky wheel gets the grease, and I was greased well.

Now i find myself at the head of a world-famous and historied London law firm. Quite out of my depth, but my peers treat me with a quiet respect--whether out of sympathy or fear I cannot know. Nevertheless I live comfortably now and have a great deal of philosophy time. It is in the Water Closet as I bathe where i conceal my intimates and revel in secret prognostications.

In mine imagination, 3-dimensional math equations swirl and coalesce into bright forms. My simple peanut butter mind cannot make heads or tail of them, and yet it must as I am the author of them.

The water from the fluoride filter shower head washes over me, the water barely having an affect dude to copious skin oils and medicines. The water comes in waves. It nearly knocks me over with tidal force. I thrash and choke and nearly drown in the shower.

The water comes in waves. This reality is one Wave. Everything that can ever happen is in its breaking. I am barely a droplet, and yet at some point I know either myself or someone like me set this wave in motion!

The shower water blasts down my back like a mountain of water and I am flattened instantly. It surges up my buttock, then rolls back out, surges in again, rolls out--each Wave breaks later and brings more detritis.

one day there will be a Terrible Wave which crashes like Lightning! But!--Will it splinter the rocks and take the very fundament out to sea! Or will it bring home lost sailors, treasures, and shipwrecks--

Will you flood the land for 40 days, Oh Great Wave? Or will your momentum spin the globe on its axis, setting it right!

I'm Waiting! I'm Waiting to See!! I'm Waiting for The Great Lightning Wave!! WIll you strike me down? Or will i get to see the New World as it first crests from the White Peaks!!