I woke up but it’s still yesterday. Why the clock stops ticking. Wise men said love can make time stop but I’m not in love with anyone.
Someone called me the two nights ago, I guess he still gets worried about me sometimes. My phone was off all the time, I thought someone has called me.
Light switch is so far, I prefer to stay in dark, His silhouette is getting closer, I bet he wants to sit beside me. My eyes are closed and I’m listening to the lullaby he sings for me every nights. No one calls it a lullaby but his voice looks like lullaby for me. Even when he says nothing special. Nightmares are coming back, I bet he left my bed.
I woke up but it’s still yesterday. Does the clock stop ticking? Wanna stand up but there is no vigor in my body. It’s still dark. There is no tomorrow for me. Someone is knocking my door, who the ♥♥♥♥ knocks doors in this century? I should see who is it, should I? someone is behind the door, Are they? Door is too far, I prefer to stay alone. He opens the door, I bet he knew I wouldn’t get up. I can hear his footsteps getting closer, getting further, closer, further, closer… It’s too dark here, where is he going? He should’ve sit beside me till now.
My phone is ringing, but it’s too far. Who is this? It’s him in bet, I have to get up. Imma get up… It’s not him, He wouldn’t call me this time of the day, He is sleeping.
Time is tricking me so well, I’m lost somewhere between tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I got tricked by time, I lost him somewhere between yesterday and the day before yesterday. Time the trickster. Where is my today? He promised to sing me a proper lullaby tonight. Tomorrow is gone, today is not arrived yet, and yesterday is far away. Too far.
I can hear his footsteps, he is just walking around, walks around, and keeps walking around. That's the new lullaby of my nights...

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You know, He is inside everyone, and when I meet someone, Like "Anyone" I only can see him. Well you seem like you don't believe me but technically and biologically he is... Just think about it.