You're a brony, a furry, and are competent in several programming languages and have game dev experience even though you're only 14. You have had a Rainbow Dash and Emolga tulpa. I hate to burst your bubble, but you ARE a nerd. It's nothing to be ashamed of; welcome to the club. Ruining something for other people, both fellow nerds and non-nerds, is something to be ashamed of, however. If you drop this self-hating nerd shtick and "use your powers for good", you can do great things. I don't know what's going on in your life that has made you so angry and full of malice (I could guess, but I won't get into that), but I hope that you will try to fight it. There aren't many people who can do what you can, and those skills could go a long way with whatever you want to put them toward. You said in another comment that your motivation for the Moirai exploit was notoriety. The kind of notoriety that comes from destruction feels good for a while, but it's ultimately hollow and meaningless. Instead, you could be well-known for creating something amazing. You can dismiss what I'm saying and call me a ♥♥♥ or something, but remember that it's not too late to change your path. It may sound like a cat poster, but it's true.

"Hackers need to be dealt with under the same rules as terrorists and I’m not exaggerating. From millions of computers being held hostage to the works of indie dev’s being wrecked, they serve no purpose other than to destroy what others work so hard at building. They are scum and trash. They break because they can’t build and if I ever even meet a casual one, I’m going to do things I won’t post here out of decency. And no I’m not that mad about this, just ticked off in general about the lot of em." - a moirai fan