Its been 3 hours without Valorant, I can’t stop shaking and I’m having severe mental breakdowns. I woke up today trying to log onto Valorant but the site was down, I had a major panic attack but managed to calm down after a few hours. I couldn’t go to school today, I am so worried that I even took my dads gun from the shed, thinking of killing myself. I am nothing without Valorant, it is my life, it is my destiny, without Valorant, I wouldn't be able to do anything. Valorant is the best thing ever made and I can't get rid of my addiction to it, it is the best game in existence . I can't stop trembling and crying, I am very worried. I used all of my money on Valorant, I bought the neptune vandal and bought a elderflame dragon vandal for my girlfriend CoolDjoleProGamerYT. I don't know what to do. Valorant can't be gone for any longer cause if it does then I'll go insane again.. breaking my mouse, chair, house and everything I own. Roblox is very amazing and I can't lose it. Valorant is my life, I met my amazing girlfriend CoolDjoleProGamerYT there, In spike rush, I was delivering the spike, when I saw this amazingly attractive woman named, CoolDjoleProGamerYT, she was so cute, I flushed. I found her at A later then and tried to talk to her, she was so kind and cute that i accidentally typed my thoughts out "mind: she's so cute.." and she flushed then i got nervous, we then went in A showers and made out, after that we went on many dates to replication, where we adopted 2 kids named diejoy and lage. They were so cute that I even took them out of town and took them to Split. after that we had our own child in icebox on bsite named Jete. Our kids were so cute and amazing that I even fed them my special milk, they liked it so much that they wanted it again. and the day after... Valorant was down and I went through my panic attack, Shivering in fear of losing my fiance and kids. I am so scared that I might just lose my mind and go insane... I want my kids back...