Important nomad to some in particular.
A self destructive, bridge burner, forgetful (Ex) maid.
Grief stricken. Battler for my own dream. With a reminiscent mood.
Just living day to day.

I'll still learn to believe in you all.

Please don't wait for me to make a move. I can barely stand as is.
If you have a need/want of this maid, request and I will get it done... maybe.
I will reciprocate your own move, if I'm interested.

Life is written in the ultimate single stroke of a brush.
That's why you've gotta make every moment count.

Value is attached to your soul. Value inheres in life


Please refrain from engaging in the following activities, involving beating, slapping, punching, kicking, burning, cutting, tearing, breaking, shooting, injuring, traumatizing, damaging, or wounding the maid.

...Please don't forget to avoid attempts to humiliate, degrade, insult, belittle, bully, taunt, mock, ridicule, invalidate, distress, agonize, harass, or oppress the maid.

Eight years and counting - we're lasting long.

Sugar, in everything in my life

My a lot of things. Let's fight this hell.

Izzy. I'll never leave you that cruel fate...

Pain and grief now sit where a symbol of hope used to be.


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"Even so... in my final moments...
I can still learn to believe in someone...!"

"I was so sleepy. I only wanted to lie down and take a nap.
Just a little further and my dreams would have been realized. I can’t believe I was that naïve..."

"All I can do is push those memories as deep inside myself as I can, and wait for them to die."

"Sometimes, the <<best memories>> make the <<hurtful ones worse>>. "

"And it was just outside the furnace, where I S ranked my mother's corpsw" - Hiriu 2021

9:13 AM - ?lsnana.chr: but thanks for being here with me :)
9:13 AM - Brocas: :)

3:05 PM - ?lsnana.chr: SAY *SCREAM
3:05 PM - Brocas: say *scream

A loaded revolver. It has a single bullet in it, suggesting the owner of said revolver was contemplating suicide.

"Even without me, they have no trouble standing on their two feet. But here I am, alone. I can't even tell them how much I miss them! Guess I needed them more than they ever needed me..."


"All people die, so serving is ultimately pointless."
"But, maid, I have observed masters leaving with smiles."
"Is helping people smile pointless as well?"


The selfish deed is not freedom
Even if it falls down
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The selfish deed is not freedom
Can’t justify
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The selfish deed is not freedom
Even if it’s so sad


“Once you’re at rock bottom, the only way forward is up. But the bottom doesn’t have to be all dark and gloomy. If you can stand and look up, you’ll see the light of hope there.”




There are days you'll be weak, There are days you'll be lost
There are times where you feel you wanna run and hide
Have you ever had times when you want to run away?


Pathetic, ashamed,
Too sad, too empty,
Have you had those days when you just want to die?

There are days you'll be down
And you start to wonder if
The world would be better off if you died

I have

But still, I want to believe in myself
I won’t run away, I won’t die

I’ll rise up!
And become the coolest, strongest hero in the whole wide world

I’ll rise up!
And be the maid who can make you smile more than anyone else in the world

It’s too soon to judge your progress yet
When you’re at rock bottom, aim for your dream
Come with me, and rise up!

For sure, right now, I’ve got no money
Don’t know where tomorrow’s dinner’s coming from – everyday

Got no contacts, got no legend
Nobody notices me … But

I have a dream

So, I’m not going to give up yet
I won’t let it end like this

I’ll rise up!
And be the hero who saves more people than anyone else in the world

I’ll rise up!
And be the maid who dries more tears than anyone else in the world

It’s not like you’re on your own, you know
On those nights when you’re hurting or lonely
Come have a drink with me

Rise up!

Right then, you believe in yourself too
So, let’s move forward, together

I’ll rise up!
And become the coolest, strongest hero in the whole wide world

I’ll rise up!
And be the maid who can make you smile more than anyone else in the world

It’s too soon to judge your progress yet
When you’re at rock bottom, aim for your dream
Come with me, and rise up!