heyhey! im deer
24, she/her it/its
im just some dumb stoner furry girl who didnt expect what fate had in for her. prolly gonna die near a waterfall

sorry if i act weird a lot im schizoaffective, and have BPD and DID (16 alters total)
i cant really be sober anymore without hallucinating and breaking mentally. so i try to be high often
i got the bad trauma

mental illness gives me extreme rizz, everyone wants a hit of me for some reason now
poly (open ig but not looking)
puppy 29/1/22
kitty 24/3/24
ari 13/4/24
texaco&gabe 19/10/24
wound 5/11/24
shua 27/11/24
naja 30/11/24
toaster 11/12/24
renee 1/1/25
sirius 12/1/25
bean 14/01/25
rayne 21/01/25

currently a nurse and studying for medschool

im into too many games but i also love a lot of anime, music and books!
gonna be drawing soon too hopefully and putting them on my page

currently obsessing over homestuck and weed i guess

you can friend me if you want but if we havent talked in game im prolly gonna reject it

Took a lot of pills in my car, now I can't sleep
Thinkin' 'bout ways that you'll never love me
Thinkin' 'bout ways that I'd be good for you
Thinkin' 'bout things I shouldn't be thinkin'
Putting the shotgun up to my ear and
Finding ways to get into the mood

Ghosts on my mind, now I'm thinking all the time
Like daddy born in 1843
I'll be there in seven, meet you in heaven
Cranberry lips, strawberry teeth
Bloated and blue, I'm thinking of you
'Cause you're my bugaboo
Reanimator, see you later, crack open my tomb

Do you love me? Yes, no, maybe
I'll be seeing Hades soon
Purgatory's mandatory
Pistol up my chin, I'll see the moon
Just want someone to take me for coffee
Watch me, watch you, watching a movie
I can see you smelling my perfume
Med organizer, DBT binder
Dump my body where they'll never find her
Flowers on my corpse, let's watch them bloom

You're an alien hottie
Like beam me up Scotty
Find me a Wolfman, hope he's got a nice tan, ride in my mystery van
Scary monsters, ghosts and conjures, you're my perfect man

Hung myself in my childhood bedroom
Took all the pills, you know I had to
Brains on the ceiling of my bathroom
Now I can be with you
Yeah, guess what? I know what you're thinking
Why so happy when she be singing
If you were me, then you'd be happy too