When I no longer look forward to tomorrow

When I look at everything in the world, I can’t feel the warmth or coldness of human feelings, just like being worn in a glass cover

When I can't control myself walking towards the window sill

When I viciously hope that life at the end of the world will end

When someone comforts me and feels scornful

When I can't control my emotions, it explodes with the slightest spark

When I see a car and want to hit, when I see a building I want to jump, when I see a knife and I want to cut

When I am suspicious, imagine me

When breathing food becomes my voice

When I am locked in the world and only indifferent

When I think I’m a trash that can’t learn

When I shed tears for no reason

When my view of everything is pessimistic

When I think it's useful to talk to me

When my worldview was countered by the world as an anti-socialist

I want to die, no matter what way