Sometimes when you're writing a poem - or a story - your brain gets too fixated on a specific point... If you try so hard to make it perfect, then you'll never make any progress. Just force yourself to get something down on the paper, and tidy it up later! Another way to think about it is this: If you keep your pen in the same spot for too long, you'll just get a big dark puddle of ink. So just move your hand, and go with the flow!

Can you hear me? Tell me you can hear me. Anything. Please help me ...That's my advice for today! Thanks for listening~


If I can't hear the sound of your heartbeat
What do you call love in your reality
And in your reality, if I don't know how to love you
I'll leave you be


/ /END LOG/ /
Also I don't like being accused of being somebody I'm not, I apologize for the roleplay that went too far, this is a final notice and I won't pester anyone else and keep my nose out of business I have no place in. I'm just a girl with Dissociative Identity Disorder, so please leave me alone, I'm just Monika.

- Monika October 31st, 2021