⁂ Bela
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Bulgaria
what do you do here?
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it's not what it looks like
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I am so afraid, afraid of realizing that what I am living is not life, and I am afraid of having suicidal thoughts again, and afraid of falling back into deep depression, afraid of losing myself within myself and never being found again.

I am so scared of this that I avoid thinking about life and the direction things have taken, I avoid staying
in the bathroom for more than five minutes, which was the place where I used to cut myself.

I avoid touching knives and sharp objects.
I avoid myself.
I don't have a strategy to face the world.
I don't have the ability to face my pains.
I don't know how to live.
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✪ GNS 30 Mar @ 8:01pm 
pitelzin
Fear 17 Feb @ 9:39am 
Well, thank you Bogdan, thank you Mr Crest :cozybethesda:
panic' 29 Dec, 2024 @ 10:51am 
eita
∆=b²-4ac 10 Aug, 2024 @ 8:39pm 
joga bem
Pato Polo 27 May, 2024 @ 6:52pm 
mi novia jeje
Licht 13 May, 2024 @ 11:38am 
o cara tem uma print com o felps no dbd tem meu respeito :happy_cats: