I’m so sorry it had to end like this. I wanted to just stop hurting all of you, and this is the only way.

I hope that it doesn't hurt too bad, just know that now i am out of pain and that this is what I truly wanted. don‘t blame yourself, this was my destiny all along.

To all, know that i’m happy knowing that you will have a better life without me.

Now I want you to move on and live your life to the fullest.

I am so happy that I could remove one burden for your lives.

To every everyone, I love you all even though i have and will cause a lot of pain, know that causing pain was not my intention, but for the long run this was the least painful way.

I hope you can remember the good of me evan there wasn't a lot good about me.

I don’t want you all to think that this was an impulsive decision, I have been thinking/wanting to do this for years.