There's a bomb strapped to my chest

So I (74M) was recently hit by a car (2014 Honda) and died. My wife (5F) organized me a funeral (cost $2747) without asking me (74M) at all. I (74M) was unable to make it because I (74M) was dead (17 days). At the funeral I heard my dad (15M) and other family members talking about how they wish I could be there and now I feel bad for not showing up. AITA?

IN OCTOBER OF 2020, AN ARMED MAD MAN NAMED JOSHULA AL PENN WALKED INTO A CONGRESS (KNOWN AS GAMERS) AND OPENED FIRE ON THE CROWD WITH A CHINESE MADE AKM. THIS RESULTED IN THE IMMEDIATE DEATH OF THE LEADER OF THIS CONGRESSES LEADER NOAHIOV GOBLINIVICH. MOURNING CARRIED ON THROUGHOUT THE WEEK AS A CANDLE LIGHT VIGIL EXISTED FOR OVER A WEEK. THOUGH SOME SUPPORTERS OF JOSAHLU SAY THAT IT WAS GOOD BECAUSE QUOTE "HE HAD PK AUTHS BRO" US AUTHORITIES DISAGREE.IN OCTOBER OF 2020, AN ARMED MAD MAN NAMED JOSHULA AL PENN WALKED INTO A CONGRESS (KNOWN AS GAMERS) AND OPENED FIRE ON THE CROWD WITH A CHINESE MADE AKM. THIS RESULTED IN THE IMMEDIATE DEATH OF THE LEADER OF THIS CONGRESSES LEADER NOAHIOV GOBLINIVICH. MOURNING CARRIED ON THROUGHOUT THE WEEK AS A CANDLE LIGHT VIGIL EX