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You can't expect me to be fine, I don't expect you to care. 😊 I tell no one because I’d rather live the day in denial, but it’s almost worse to have to pretend all is fine, fake smile, fake laugh when all I want to do is cry and mourn alone in my pajamas from my bed. But on today of all days, I don’t want to receive anything other than positive energy. I most certainly do not want to receive pity. So I tell no one. I know heartbreak is survivable, and that next year will bring another birthday and the next. But the ghost of this heartbreak will always lurk around this time of year. My birthday means that there will be an anniversary of this pain. 9-16 😶