Please lord talk to me , I need friends n-n

So it seems I have hit a spot in my osu! career a spot that no one should really want to be at. A washed up player, I have somehow made it into this category of players despite not being "high" ranking, I can no longer FC 5*'s that would be easy for any other player my skill to full combo, and I cant even full combo 4*'s I have truly hit a road block that is unpassable in my mind and right now I only have 2 options... Try to enjoy the game without getting better... or quit.