I'm 5'11"I was porn addicted i had a medium good body but was weak. Also had somewhat good immunity. Had my family to provide for me. Then a character like this comes into someone's mind. He shows it to me, the whole world. I trained. I need to get stronger faster have better build. I cracked my bones to get taller. I fapped off and had a good sleep. But i sacrificed my comfortable sleep and I'm still fighting. I moved out of my parents house to see the real world. I am training myself. Reading, taking skill courses, thinking about starting sowrd fighting and martial art courses. I fight every night second every moment with who I am. I will fight this character of Vergil in my head. I will be smarter, wiser, stronger, kinder. I will not know fear or anxiety or depression. I will be brave. I WILL WIN

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