299 oh cactus. Im going to have to really focus. Focus... alone!! Even though these messages are equally lonely, and oftentimes even moreso than my day to day, sometimes they give me that comfy feeling of being back with you, but I need to decrease them for a little because i needdddd to grind this so hard and make sure I get all A*s. Its soul crushing at times, mainly just psych cus ugh i need to just absorb info and it sucks. But anyway, I love you, and I will always treasure you. Thank you so much for always pushing me to be my best!! And there goes the longgg one!! We on 300 soon so I'll drop some numbers ig!! You better be grateful for me sticking it out despite the isolation cactus. But also... you dont have to be if you managed it too!! Nothing id be more grateful for so it cancels out. Plus finished the hobbit you should readdd its cosy!!

298 i really need to work, thankfully these be some good messages so, let those keep you company, and just a reminder than im ok out here, and that I love you. Yeah!! Ugh thats all i wrote but apparently I barely crossed the 4000 char limit, so deleted the smol one and will extend this a little but uh genuinely i do need to work and instead i finished the hobbit which yes was very cosy i still dont think its necessarily the best use of my time, so gonna vanish for a bit!! I love you.