its hard to carry the weight of feeling like i dont belong like im a burden to the people around me
every day im haunted by the mistakes ive made the words i cant take back and the pain ive caused
it feels like no matter how much i try the past wont loosen its grip on me i smile i laugh
but inside its just emptiness like im slowly fading into nothing but regret and self loathing
and maybe it would be easier for everyone if i wasnt here maybe i deserve the pain deserve to feel
this way for everything ive done i want to run from it all but i cant escape myself and that thought
alone keeps me trapped in this endless cycle of self doubt and loneliness

tunneling waste of existence

+rep nice trader, would recommend :D

+rep excellent trader, cool person

+ rep Good trader

+rep :D