I realized today that a lot of places you used to be aren't there anymore. I realized today this is the only place left that I know where you are. I realized today that this might be gone someday, too.

I'm trans now, by the way. I think you would have liked to know that. To have a new brother. Testosterone for 3 years, now. I think you would have liked to share that sort of twisted camaraderie about dysphoria. To make jokes about trading parts. I think you would have liked to know that I accepted it because of you. You showed me a path I never knew I could take. I think you would have liked to know that you saved me.

I'm always going to carry a piece of you in my heart, I've realized.

I miss you, Lily. I wish it didn't end like it did. I wish we were better friends than we were. You deserved better. I can't do anything about that, now.

I can only thank your memory for every way you touched my life. I can only thank you for leaving this piece of yourself in my heart. <3

i miss you sm L, I think ab you often... fly high love

You didn't deserve what happened, wish we could've spoke more

You clutch gulag

bruh come back it aint funny now

We really need you for Zombies bro. Miss you