like i dont know what's better, to pretend that i don't think about you and to pretend you do not not exist? or to continue as i have been, thinking and wondering about you every single day, i dont know what i should do, its killing me

and while i wont get to know, please god know that im hoping you are

its literally the only thing in my life that i care about is knowing that you are okay and well

it upsets me sm bc i literally do not care about anoything other than knowing that you are okay, but you wont ever tell me that you are

I love you, i always will i hope everything is brilliant, and if not, you know you've been there before, and things will get better

i need you , like literally need you and i sometimes think that i cannot live without you