Every time I killed someone, I would have nightmares for days after that.
Imagining that that person has a family, a life, a job, a favorite TV show...
And I just took all of that away from him.
I took everything from him.
And it's just one man .
Not just the enemy's , but my own men , too.
All that weight would crush me for sure .
But I always keep the gun safety off .
And fighting what I believe to be right thing.
Even that will bring Me deep into HELL .