So here I am, just a casual CS2 player. In fact I'm not even "casual", I'm below that. Usually when I play on Premier, I end up last in the scoreboard, with a few exceptions where I got lucky and managed to get a few headshots with deagle. Overall, I'm not a pro player. I'm actually the opposite.

So what am I doing here, in this game? Am I not getting irritated by constant loses, deaths and people mocking me because "u noob u cant even play ez"? Nah, I grew out of that. Winning is not my first priority. If anything, my first priority is to experience this game's community, their good and bad sides and also try to judge it a little bit. Now, you may have heard some bad stuff about CS2 players, something like "they are toxic, deranged, have a problem in yum brain or even worse". Well, after playing this game for a few years, I actually agree with that. I've seen some really unbearable people in this game, more than anywhere else in the world.

I gotta say, I'm trying my best to be a friendly type of guy. I know some people may be having worse day than the others, some people are unprepared, tired or they just got really unlucky. I absolutely get it. The only thing I don't get is people shouting at those people for not playing well. I guess their peanut-sized brains just cannot process the fact that not everyone has to be giving their 300% percent all the time when playing a video game. Well, I haven't seen any of those pro player guys on the stage of CS Major so far. Show up there one day, and maybe I will be amused.

Now, there is a reason why I still play CS2, despite all of the negativity surrounding the community. I want to have an example of what a real team-based game should look like, at least in the aspect of team spirit and communication. I take all of the positive interactions I encounter in this game and praise them, while also punishing these negative ones. What do I need it for? Well...

What if there was a community that can be considered as "based", while also not being incredibly toxic? Or maybe, could we create a game where the community decides who should be praised and who should be punished? The reason why I'm still playing CS2, despite all the negativity, is because I am in a process of developing my own online FPS team-based game, similar to games like Overwatch or Team Fortress 2. Basically: fast-paced gameplay, characters with abilities, you won't die immediately after being shot once in the head with AK-47 (although you still have to be careful to not just run into the enemy's crosshair). And the most important aspect: the community is all you would ever want.

Of course, I know that developing a game as huge as CS can take a long, long time to finally be finished, especially when you're working alone most of the time (btw I'm searching for some 3D artists who can create 3D models of weapons and characters, contact me if interested). But I am determined to create a place where everyone could feel safe, without worrying that meeting new people in random queues will end up with a mental injury of 2nd degree. I still don't have a name for my game, so for now I like to call it "Project CW". Yes, the name will be changed, don't worry.

And this, is why I'm still here. Creating and developing a great game does not only require hard work, it also requires knowledge and experience. And what is the experience here? It's knowing what you want to achieve with your game and learning it one way or another, and I choose to learn it like this. Anyway, I hope you will enjoy playing with me sometimes. And don't worry, if anyone tries to bring you down for not doing well in-game while I'm there - I WILL FIND THEM AND MURDER THEM. Uh, I mean - I will strike up a friendly conversation to hopefully correct their behavior. Ok, that's all from me for now.

Have a nice day... aaand goodnight!
- Ender