Sweet spirit
move quick
help me be alone
Tell me i'm not sick
remind me who was always in control
Please spirit work your magic fast
i fear the night is growing cold
don't you start mentioning the past
or telling me i'm old
Be kind with what You say
i'm paying You for comforting
Soon You will abandon me
like i've abandoned everything
when i wake in pain
please call my name

Put Your poison arms around me
blur my painful thoughts again
hide the hate that You create
please pretend to be my friend
drown my brain and make it numb
i'll pay You with humiliation
Take it sparingly
as You can see
pride seldom visits me
it's alright.
because. tonight.
it's who you'll be.

i am Your ♥♥♥♥♥
i recognize myself no more
i won't survive
i'm too weak inside to revive
always lurking by my side
my only working place to hide
YOU. WERE. ALWAYS. IN. CONTROL.
NOW. YOU. CAN. TAKE. THIS. LIFE. YOU. STOLE.