☾ “𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭.” ☽
🌧虚妄の恋人 -- XIII VIII, 1953.

07:09 ━━━━━━━━━●── 08:57⁣
⇆ ⠀ ⠀⠀◁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ❚❚ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀▷ ⠀⠀⠀⠀↻
⠀⠀ ⠀ ɢᴜɴꜱ ɴ’ ʀᴏꜱᴇꜱ - ɴᴏᴠᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʀᴀɪn

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 2D Artist, English Interpreter and Translator, Active Volunteer, Thriller, Detective Fiction and Psychological Horror Writer, Enjoyer of Philosophy, Psychology, Floriography, Study of Languages, Theology, Fashion, Arts, History, Video Games, Anthropology and Ethnology.
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 Multi-disciplinary creative person who thrives on continuous improvement to expand their knowledge and learn new skills every day. Dedicated and attentive person with a passion for all forms of art, digital drawing, editorial work, humanitarian sciences, and cultural exploration.
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 Graphic designer with over 9 years of experience creating high-quality digital illustrations, book covers, character designs, fashion designs such as stylized flat sketch, fashion croquis and fashion illustrations, and posters.
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 Since 2018 until now, the biggest accomplishments have been recorded in commitment to volunteer work with various humanitarian, environmental conservation, social volunteer teaching (children & youth), community development, and donation campaigns.
𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 My favorite characters of all time: Norton Campbell (Identity V), Tartaglia (Genshin Impact), Akechi Goro (Persona 5), Sunday (Honkai Star Rail) and Gabriel (ULTRAKILL).

✿I am currently working on a thriller, tragic, psychological horror novel called "MOONBOW" about a French female Philosophy student named Dolorès who tries to get rid of sadness as a whole and cope with grief through neurofeedback and TTIM therapy until one day where the world gains colors for the first time in her life.

「 STORYTELLING 」
✉⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨୧˚ -- Monologue, Chapter I: Les Reflets de l'Abîme dans les Bassins de l'Inconscient
(The Abyss Reflections in the Pools of Unconscious)

A Progressive Journal for Recovering and Healing from ⬛⬛⬛⬛.
Wednesday: 07/06/1997
T4-Complex ⬛⬛⬛⬛ Daily Journal
07/06/1997
Journal Designation nr. 36 – Title of the Entry: My Redamancy Is Fading Away…

“[...] I sometimes can’t help but try to imagine a world where all the tears no longer flow like rivers down cheeks weathered by tangled emotions such as sorrow, mourning or pain.
All the emotions would lose their voices and become mute. All the vibrant colors of life would fade to monochrome, devoid of the ravelled mosaic that establishes the human experience. Each smile would carry the weight of unshed tears and laughter would ring hollow in the caverns of minds untouched by melancholy, agony or any other form of suffering. Relinquishing sadness is to sever the threads intertwining to weave the fabric of our complexity and to leave behind an arid landscape where happiness, too, loses its luster in the favor of sadness.
But, oh, my heart… It was once filled with the sprightly spectrum of emotions, but ended up succumbing to a numbing dullness in the face of loss, like a wilted flower robbed of its petals after a disastrous storm.

Would I give up on sadness if I were to know that I’d also lose a part of myself in the process?

Yes. I would.
The burden of sadness can make one willing to sacrifice a part of oneself to find peace and solace. I’d do anything to break free from these corrosive thoughts that devour my days and drain my life with guilt and tears.
In the face of such consuming despair, the prospect of shedding a fragment of my identity might seem a small price to pay for a chance to finally escape the suffocating grip of a heavy heart plagued by forgotten shattered dreams and guilt."