K I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i ♥♥♥♥ing love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night andw atch a movie together but you just seem so uninsterested in me it ♥♥♥♥ing kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i'm begging you to either love me back or remove me and never contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you dont love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life.

To tell you the truth I only deleted you because I was afraid of hurting myself, my feelings for you are the strongest I've felt for anyone in what seems like forever and considering the distance between us and my sense of jealousy I thought maybe it would be for the best if I tried to let it all go but it turns out my will isn't strong enough to do something like that. The more I thought about it the more it killed me inside to know I don't have you around anymore it's like I can't escape the fact that you are everything I've been searching for my entire life. I've never felt this way for someone online before and it all just seems so unreal but to me you are so perfect in every way imaginable my heart quakes at the mere thought of you and the mention of your name since I tried to let go has been enough to have me choking up
I can't make you do or feel anything but I can't hide from what I feel either and I missed you so much