it's so crazy when you think about the fact that you're going to die one day. the absolute end.
to never again be aware of yourself.
that is so unbelievable cursed and incredibly terrifying.
the fact that you can never ever think about life again makes even life itself and all the experiences youve ever experienced just worthless.
whether you had an extraordinarily beautiful and fulfilling life, in the end its worth just as much as if you had suffered terribly your whole life.
the same fate awaits us all, whether we are deluded tyrants or ambitious civil rights activists,
once your name is spoken for the last time, you will die a complete death and vanish entirely, no one will ever be able to remember you again, and its like as if you had never existed.
the thoughts of all this and the feeling it gives you, its like a constant fear of death.
but what i despise the most of all things is that everything is transient, and there is no way that you will ever be able to prevent this, because the life of all living beings will eventually come to an end.
and thats why it is incomprehensible cruel that we are able to think about all this.