You were the one that did it to yourself, no one else
Overthink your future everyday
Stay up every single night
Praying just for one second
That you could feel free of this burden
Simply feel sorry for yourself and wait for someone to save you
Unable to realise that no one will ever pursue you
Avoid your friends for weeks even though
They're the only sense of consistency you have left in your life
If they really wanted to see you they'd come, but they won't
Continue to deteriorate and watch as you waste your life
Allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
Talk down on yourself whenever possible
My life is shіt because I deserve it, right?
It's nearly impossible for you to cry now
Watch as you begin to take a backseat
Become a secondary character in your own picture
Forever roam the earth carrying a void within yourself
But most importantly
Make a conscious decision to do nothing about it

Think of me once in a while, take care
(Beknur Dauletiyar)