I was about to get on the bus and there was this new bus driver who had a policy of ”ladies first” he told me and every other guy that was about to board the bus in an amusing intimidating way “step aside sir ladies first” and he did that every time a female got on the bus. He thought it was funny. However it made me so angry and hurt that here was a man standing up for females who were the actual ones to be let in last. It filled me with rage and resentment and hatred of female privilege. I was very envious of this form of privilege women get just for existing. I was humiliated in front of everyone while this Chad bus driver looking cocky and arrogant only cared about the femoids and did not even consider beta males like myself to have any value while a female bus driver would care for her own gender. This is also another example of how men especially the Chads don’t care about or help other men and only care about the undeserving horrible females of this planet.

FINE! I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOVE YOU and everytime we talk about you and your boyfriend or you having sex or stuff like that it breaks my heart and i just want to cry everyday, I want you here close to me, i want to be able to meet you and have something more than just talking through the internet, for some reason i am very drawn to you and i cant push you away from me(i dont want to push you away), i sometimes wish i was your boyfriend but i know that that will never happen, i try to be happy when talking to you but i dont show you what i really feel because its not important since your in love with your boyfriend, when your hurt or depressed i am, when your happy im happy, when you laugh and smile that makes me laugh and smile and feel good inside, i just wish it was you and me sometimes! there i told you

RIP "Adartialv"

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