“a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”


Hiya. I like playing singleplayer games mostly, but Tower Unite and Webfishing are pretty cozy, too.
I go by Hellcelot, Hellcie, Keirielle, Amber, Aria and other names, like Alesund or Ami. I was known as Konno and/or Fang quite a time ago.

My avatar is my character Vivienne, drawn by Dahlular [bsky.app]

Don't worry. There's nothing you can say to me that will hurt me worse than I have hurt myself.

And here's my obligatory list of quotes that internet people seem to love to do.


"Going on:
Every day, I'm gonna keep going on, try my best.
And now that love has come:
Every day, I'm gonna keep going on, try your best." -- Madeon, The Prince


“You'll know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep; because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
- Morgan Freeman


"It is so quiet out here. It is the quietest place in the world.."


"Let everything that's been planned come true. Let them believe. And let them have a laugh at their passions. Because what they call passion actually is not some emotional energy, but just the friction between their souls and the outside world.
And most important, let them believe in themselves. Let them be helpless like children, because weakness is a great thing, and strength is nothing.
When a man is just born, he is weak and flexible. When he dies, he is tough and rigid. When a tree is growing, it's tender and pliant. But when it's dry and hard, it dies. Hardness and strength are death's companions. Pliancy and weakness are expressions of the freshness of being. Because what has hardened will never win."
- Guide, STALKER (1979)


" I dreamt I slept nestled among the bones of giants...
Intertwined with the soul of wind that remains defiant
I was so small... negligible
Or was it the world that had become so immense, so unbearable? "
- Unknown


"Aim your arrow high, not only just for yourself, but also for us, and all who follow." - Sea in the Sky, Dreamer

"Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away."
- Tom Clancy
Rest in peace.

"They do care about others, however.. as they continue to stay close, to what they describe as “the husks of friends they once knew and killed but forgotten".They do not like seeing them suffer.. but they don’t know what to do to stop that as completely as they'd hope to do. They are quite the conflicted and confused individual."
- Pansear, adapted by myself.

"Sometimes I fear that one day I will become a quote.
NO WAIT"
- March64